Monday, October 12, 2009
I'm sorry, but I'm glad.
It took me so long to realize that my parents were right...it will take me even longer to get over this deep rooted feeling of regret. I love them so much, and I know I never want to hurt them again...I have no control over what the future holds, however I will keep praying that I never make the same mistakes as I have made this past while. I will also always thank God (my true father) for the parents he has graciously bestowed upon me. I will ask him to help me realize daily that just because they didn't come packaged and with a bow they are a gift, and they are a priveledge not to be taken for granted. I can't believe what I have done this past summer...despite my teaching and upcoming, I had no idea that I could fall so far. I could never fathom...I can't believe...I feel aweful that I was capable of such destruction...but I plan to try to make it up to them and thank them for all they've done for me inspite of me. There aren't enough words to express the regret I feel and how grateful I am to them. I hope I can try my best to let them know my deepest sorrows, and gratitudes.
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I will pray and ask our Father to grant you the strength and help you find the right words and actions to assist yo in your quest of redemption (from your parents) Wiwasteka. I've done a few things in the past that I'm not too proud of but I have learned to make amends and to also learn when to be as stubborn as a donkey! I'm positive you will find your feet, love, and whatever your choices are in the future, know I will support you and caution you where needed! XP I'm also here for a sturdy shoulder to cry on (and blow your nose occasionally XP) and to help boot you in the right direction with a nudge on the rump! "L.O.L." I love you tenderly, Wiwasteka!
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